I always try to be a good person helping others as a christian, but where does that end me always worse off. I know we pay by our actions but what actions have I done to deserve the treatment i get. Will I ever learn why do when someone hurts me or steals from me or brakes promises that I only help them again to be hurt again.My heart is empty I dont feel anything, my head is confused, I can hardly see from sore eyes due to tears. How do I gain feelings again..how do I get my heart back??