Hi everyone. I don't know why I'm sick to my stomach typing this. Suddenly, I feel woosey and faint. But, I'm going to post this and hope that someone can pray for me. Ever since I can remember (I'm 50 years old now)... even though I am saved and filled with the Holy Ghost, all my life up until now I have this nagging guilty feeling inside. It gets so bad sometimes that it feels like a 1,000 pound heavy black wet cloak is pressing on my soul inside. I don't know what I did that would warrant this "much" guilt for something that I don't even know what I did???? Reflecting back through my life, I have confessed and repented of my sins as much as I am aware. There are times of relief when I don't feel it.. but pretty much always do, and this week it has been real bad. It has even affected the way I look on the outside. People always ask me "are you going to cry"? because my face has become distorted and I've seen it in pictures people take of me, and I think wow, I wasn't feeling that sad when the pic was taken. And I'm always saying "I'm sorry". I don't know if that is connected or not but Just thought I'd put that in case it is. Thanks in advance. God bless you.