Greetings Brothers and Sisters - God is GREAT! He has never forsaken me. I am 49 year old male - married - two kids (20 and 15) gainfully employed in manufacturing. I have found a wonderful Bible Church in my city that excites me. They take Jesus' commandment to "Convert, Baptize and Teach" very seriously - they don't skimp on the TEACH part. I wish I could say I'm ALL in! - but I can't. I have been fighting letting go of Pornography and objectification of women. In Bible term I am leading a double life. Somehow I ignore the Holy Spirit screaming inside of me telling me "YOU SHOULDN'T BE DOING THIS!" THIS IS WHY I'M TYPING HERE! If I weren't doing this I would be falling down hard right now. My ministry gift is encouragement. It most definitely is not impromptu prayer in a group - very awkward. more later - gotta make dinner - taco salad! God Bless us all.