I'm 46 and I have always been the responsible child, mother, and wife. I need prayer because in the last few months God has taken all control of everything around me. I'm usually so busy handling everything and having jobs that keep me busy however all of a sudden everything has stopped. I was fired from a job for no apparent reason at all. My children are adults and have for a while now been pretty much independent. In the last few years I have divorced and remarried but that part seems to be the issue. My husband is a "baby christian" so I don't feel it is completely right to hand over full submission and control of my life to him since he is still learning. God on the other hand wants me to do just that and my husband just seems a little shaken by this and I'm afraid he may be backsliding. I know I can't preach to him (which is exactly what I've been doing out of fear) but his job has him around unsavory people that inable that ever so easy slide backwards. My issue is how do I completely submit when I'm still worried about the future and where he will take me.