tracey, there's nothing wrong with weed. There's something wrong with abusing it, but weed is fine. This includes smoking it, in moderation, though eating would be better for your lungs.
Pot does not bring you closer to God, I'm afraid. What you seem to be experiencing is that quaint euphoric effect, possibly coupled with an emotional response to...something (usually self-induced, in my experience). To grow closer to God, you ought to pray for guidance, seek to rightly divide his word of truth and work to serve him in faith. Weed does not do this for you. It is merely a relaxant and mild inebriant.
myth busters
Marijuana is by far the least damaging drug (non-pharmaceutical). It is less addictive than chocolate and has never been shown to lead to other, more harmful, drugs. Abuse of hard drugs most often comes as a result of an abuse of legal drugs (alcohol, sugar, coffee or nicotine, for instance).
It is said that smoking marijuana makes you stupid. Nay, no long term brain damage has been seen in users of marijuana. Some temporary memory loss is a reality (depending on how much the user smokes), though full recollection returns with cessation of use.
Marijuana has never been shown (legitimately) to cause and long term or major side effects. There are lots of very well off, DEVOUTLY CHRISTIAN people that partake of cannabis. Hence, the idea that it is a life ruining monster is likely false.
Of all this, these things are not excuses to smoke pot. Like wine, it is safely enjoyed among intelligent and reasonable gentlemen. If you cannot partake of this substance without adverse effect to your character or education/work, DO NOT PARTAKE. (wine, for example: have a glass, not a bottle.)
I believe God created this plant. It is good, economically and medically (it's used to treat many health disorders), because it was DESIGNED that way (manmade drugs, those are another story).
Obviously, results vary. Some people do not have any tolerance for the drug and will react poorly to it. They should not consume it, obviously. Children and adolescents are strongly discouraged from consuming cannabis.
"large doses of THC in laboratory animals have an effect very similar to LSD. So the apparent difference in danger between these two drugs would therefore seem to be only the difference in the amount commonly taken."
Most of those studies were prepared as scare tactics for the government by Dr. Gabriel Nahas, and were so biased and unscientific that Nahas was fired by the National Institute of Health and finally renounced his own studies as meaningless. For one experiment, he suffocated monkeys for five minutes at a time, using proportionately more smoke than the average user inhales in an entire lifetime. The other studies that claim sensational health risks are also suspect, since they lack controls and produce results which cannot be replicated or independently verified.
Their personal correspondence and records reveal that U.S. Presidents Jefferson, Madison, Monroe, and others smoked hashish, as did Benjamin Franklin and Mary Todd Lincoln. President John F. Kennedy is also reported to have smoked marijuana to relieve his back pain. Many of America's greatest leaders and Founding Fathers (including George Washington) were hemp farmers. Sources: National Archives, published reports.
Scripture, as cited before, says that God has given us everything on the earth to employ and subdue.
Galatians 5 speaks of irresponsible and unrepentant actions (ABUSE of drugs, carousing, etc...). Those are often not the people that enter the Kingdom of God (though God will not forsake a Christian for falling), but the people that need help and the Gospel of Christ.
If you are irresponsible in your actions, you are in sin. If you use discipline and follow the teachings of Christ by faith, you are in his will.
The question you should ask yourself is, "Am I letting this become more important to me than service to God?" If the answer is yes, stop.
That's all. Heh, I doubt my popularity is going to soar after this post, but I can't just watch that propaganda get spread all over the place. Btw, people, please don't try to discredit me with personal attacks. It's happened before and it's not very Christ-like (besides, it's faulty reasoning).
Just my $.02
God bless,
Bill