New here!! I am happy to be here. I have been in church my whole life and saved at the age of 9. I have many issues with total surrender...with that I mean, I have lived in fear because of a traumatic experience around the age of 7. I didn't realize how fearful I truly have been until I become a mother. I believe the Word of God completely but catch myself trying to keep my issues contained to my ability to solve, which is ridiculous, right? I want to rest in the Peace that only God can provide through His promises. I lost my mom Nov. 2015 and I feel like this is added to the issue. I would greatly appreciate any and all feed back and/or advice. Blessings!