desperately need prayer

[jchsap83]

Hey all,

I am still currently dealing with my mom try to get me married to a hindu girl. Its a never ending battle. She wont accept me marrying a christian girl even if she was north indian and has the same last name as me. So Ive pretty much gave up on GOD. i have a hard time understanding you can't please man and GOD at the same time. being christian means obedience to GOD and God only. I'm tired of all the fighting and arguing i have to do with my mom. and the constant emotional blackmail and added guilt. I have fallen to so much sin. I can't deal with knowing i have to turn my back on my mom cause she cant accept me marrying a christian girl. I don't see how God can heal my damaged heart for following him. like it says in the bible you have to die within yourself to jesus everyday. that is hard to swallow especially when family hates your guts. I can;t see how god is so good when families break apart because someone follows christ. May god heal my heart of stone. cause I dont have any energy to follow him. im on a dangerous and dark path. please pray for me.

your bro in christ,
Amit Patel

 

[AbbysAunt]

You are being lifted in prayer

Hi,
Just wanted you to know you will be prayed for. God loves you very much and knows your struggles and how you are hurting and weary. He is there among all of this with you
and it's His strength that will get you through...we humans can't do it alone but when we are at our weakest point it is then we can know God will give us His strength to go on. I pray for His peace to flow through you and be upon you...I pray that His love warms your heart and fills it to overflowing more than you ever imagined.

In God's Love
AA