Please pray for me. I suffer from severe depression and it is really bad right now. I have lived with this illness for 40 years. only my belief in Jesus and that I will get to go to Heaven when I die has kept me from ending my life. I have had to go through this over and over. always praying for God to heal me. But he dosn't and it happens again. all I want to do is sleep and not wake up. I have just slept for 2 days. which I have done many different times. my life has totally ruined by depression. I even ask God sometimes to just take the depression away for awhile if you won't heal me. which I totally believe it is possible for God to do. I think sometimes that even people with cancer get healed or die. But I have to do this over and over until I die. I don't really know how much God expects me to take. I have made it this long. I think I will hold out until the end. But it is one of the worst ways to have to live. I always think about what my life would have been like if I didn't have the depression. I know in my Heart that God Loves me. but I don't know why he would let me suffer like this for so long. Please pray for me everyday you can. it is the only thing that helps.