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why does everything i think i'm doing rite turn out wrong i mean i try to live rite but no i cant seem to nothing rite i get soooo angery at God cause of the stupid things that i allowed myself to get in?..which i dont blame nobody but myself and myself alone...i mean i'm 26 years old male..no wife...no girlfriend...i dont have a job i've asked this several times every day why can't i get a job...or help me get a vehicle so i can get back and fourth...but no response...i mean i dunno...perhaps i know God hates me and i know that i can't forgive myself on things i've done...i an't no outlaw or something of that nature just little things that ive done that are rather stupid and whatnot...i just dont understand why am i being punished for it...ive asked forgiveness but perhaps its not heartful and purity i dunno but i thought God would forgive and forget about it...i dunno...
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