JI am new here, and I love Jesus very much. I have back slidden so so much and I don't understand why. I have so much more to say but I am reluctant to say anymore cuz I feel like a terrible person, I'm doing very bad things I no I shouldn't be doing and I'm desperate to make everything right with God again. I'm so lonely and isolated cuz of my sin I have no where to turn and no 1 I can confide in