May Jesus fill us with his love and wisdom.

Peace be with you . If your mother believes in Jesus, then you are not alone.

When God creates, God creates perfection from the beginning. And if you were born with Cerebral Palsy, I would say that God already created perfectly. Mankind is the one who places people into boxes, saying that because you're born this way you have sinned against God. I would not say that, I would say that a person is born because God wants them to be born in the way they are.

God finds love in the gentleness of hearts, and it's that love is what he seeks from us. God doesn't only want us to be his friends but he wants us to be his children.

siddhikoli said:

Hello, My name is Siddhi Koli.I live in Navi Mumbai,Maharashtra India. I have been a Christian since 2021. I have had cerebral palsy since birth.‍​

I want salvation.
My first language is Marathi.I came here to find information about the Holy Spirit.I give the good news that The Holy Spirit appeared to me .

I don't understand some English words of the Bible.

I know some words of this holy bible. But I don't understand in English. I read a little, I use google translate or online

I can read, write and speak Marathi as my mother tongue.

But can read a few words of English but can not speak and write. That is, grammar cannot be written with hands.
When I had to go to the .hospital.then
That is to say, I was in the car and I saw him on the left side of the wing mirror of the car. I saw the Holy Spirit flying as a golden dove (in spiritual).️

I was horrified to see the Holy Spirit.
I saw the Holy Spirit flying as a golden dove with own eyes.
I can't read half English Bible .I can only read the Marathi Bible.

Why did I become a Christian?

I was sad that I had cerebral palsy from birth. And I can't walk.I don't want to live in this sinful world. In this world, our desires are not fulfilled. I wanted to be the bride of Christ.

I have been unable to walk since birth, because of cerebral palsy.Sitting on a wheel chair hurts my waist.

I started remembering negative things.
And I used to think about which god to believe in.

I heard and watched more stories about Jesus on the Internet in Computer .

I have accepted Jesus as my savior in 2021 year
I was a vegan, eating non-vegetarian is a sin so my vitamins were deficient, I fainted then

I was taken to Apollo Hospital then I regained consciousness and mom took me to a psychiatrist.Then I didn't say anything, I was silent.

When I saw the Holy Spirit I was afraid, I knew what the truth was. Then I started believing in monotheism. I was a Hindu and a Koli caste,


Then I started eating non-vegetarian and vegetarian foods.

Why am I depressed?

I have not been able to walk since birth.I remember sinning as a child.Because of this I want salvation.

I don't like some people saying bad words.

I was a pure vegetarian because consuming non-vegetarian food is sinful.
I used to think about which religion to choose. That is to choose monotheism or polytheism.

Then I went to another hospital. Doctor gave me a sleeping pill because I can't sleep all night.
And was not hungry .

I don't know what my Christian denomination is, I know very little about Christianity, I was a Hindu but I love Christianity so much that I saw on the internet that Jesus died for sin. Jesus rose from the dead on the third day, I can't go to church.



I know and believe that Jesus the son of God healed some people but why am I not healed, some church is a hypocrite, who will pick me up and take me and I want salvation so I am sad and depressed.There is good news why the Holy Spirit appeared, He has something to tell me.

I don't judge the church but the Lord will do it on the last day but I found that tabor ashram online and gave them 100 rupees to heal me but the pastor was just talking about the bible and can't do anything. I was shocked
I was sad





Questions- Description of the Holy Spirit.

Answers- My mother is a nurse.She works in JNPT hospital and my body strength was lost due to vegan.
Then I was going to JNPT hospital with my mother in the car of young uncle or uncle's elder son.
I was in the car that day to say I saw him on the left side of the wing mirror of the car. I saw the Holy Spirit flying like a golden dove. (in spiritual).or Siddhi Koli said:
in the car I saw the Holy Spirit in the form of doves spreading golden rays . and tell me


In Marathi (in Devanagari script) the word pavitra aatma(पवित्र आत्मा) is used.
Holy Spirit is called Pavitra Aatma in Marathi language.️


That is, I was very sad and cried to see that Jesus Christ died for the sins of all.Jesus will surely give salvation to all. I read on the internet that the Hebrew name for Jesus is Yeshua (יֵשׁוּעַ), which means salvation.and The Holy Spirit is called ruach ha kodesh in Hebrew . I call Jehovah the Creator. Etc
But I could not create salvation myself. I read some verses of the Holy Bible.

Acts 4:12
King James Version

12 Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is none other name
under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved.

And I used to worship the idols of my favorite deities and now I don't believe in any deities Because I used to eat vegetables for deity and To attain salvation.

I started remembering negative things, became irritable and vitamin deficient and Fell unconscious.
I was taken to Apollo Hospital and regained consciousness.
I learned that idolatry is a sin .

Exodus 20:3-5
King James Version

3 Thou shalt have no other gods before me.

4 Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth.

5 Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them: for I the Lord thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me;

Siddhi Koli said:
I was a pure vegetarian because consuming non-vegetarian food is sinful.
I used to think about which religion to choose. That is to choose monotheism or polytheism.
Or I used to think about which to believe.



Ahimsa (Sanskrit: अहिंसा, IAST: ahiṃsā, lit. 'nonviolence') is the ancient Indian principle of nonviolence which applies to actions towards all living beings. It is a key virtue in Indian religions like Jainism, Buddhism, Hinduism, and Sikhism. source: wikipedia
I was eating vegan food to achieve salvation. I don't know much about Christianity before.

After that I was taken to Apollo Hospital and recovered.
Because of this reason
I was eating vegan food to achieve salvation. I don't know much about Christianity before.

Siddhi Koli said:
I heard and watched more stories about Jesus on the computer. and have accepted Jesus as my savior.

Then I fell in love with Jesus. I understand that Jesus is our savior.

In the year 2021 I left Vaishnavism, a sect of Hinduism
I heard and watched more stories about Jesus on the computer. and have accepted Jesus as my savior.
I have schizophrenia and Depression.
I talk to a psychiatrist on the mobile phone; my mother helps me.
I don't worship idols anymore

I am fatherless
I have been unable to walk since birth, because of cerebral palsy. Sitting on a wheel chair hurts my waist.
I started remembering negative things.
And I used to think about which god to believe in.
I was a vegan, eating non-vegetarian is a sin so my vitamins were deficient, I fainted then I was taken to Apollo Hospital then I regained consciousness and mom took me to a psychiatrist. Then I didn't say anything, I was silent .

When I saw the Holy Spirit.

I was afraid, I knew what the truth was. Then I started believing in monotheism.

There is good news why the Holy Spirit appeared, He has something to tell me
Then I started eating vegetarian and non-vegetarian foods.

I play songs of Jesus in Marathi on TV in front of my mother.
She loves all Jesus songs
She still believes in Hinduism, all religions; My mother believes in Jesus Christ .
I just became a Christian alone.

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Siddhi, hello! My name is Sue Love. I am 76 years old, the wife of my husband of 53 years, Rick Love, and the mother of four children, and the mother-in-law of 4 in-law children, and the grandmother of 14+2 grandchildren, and the great-grandmother of 2 great-grandchildren. I live in the United States of America in the state of South Carolina. I have been a Christian and a follower of Jesus Christ since age 7, when I was a young child. And I started teaching the Bible when I was 16 years old. And I have taught the Scriptures at least 50 years of my life - all by the grace of God and in the power of God, and not of my own flesh, at least not for a very long while. So, let me share with you a little bit about what it means to be a Christian and a follower of Jesus Christ and having the Holy Spirit living within you and helping you to live the Christian life, in practice.

When Jesus Christ lived on the earth, he taught what it meant to believe in him and to become one of his followers. He taught that if anyone would come after him that he must deny self, die to sin (put sin to death), and follow (obey) him and his commandments written down for us in the New Testament. For faith in Jesus Christ is not something that is of our own flesh, but it comes from God, and it is gifted to us by God, and it is persuaded of God as to his holiness and righteousness, and of our sinfulness, and of our need to deny self, to put sin to death, and to follow Jesus in obedience to his commands. For when we believe in Jesus, we surrender our lives to him to now do his will, and for us to no longer live by our flesh just doing what our sinful hearts desire. Now his desires become our desires, for we want to do what pleases him.

Now, regarding your physical condition and the fact that God has not healed you. All I can say on that subject is that God made us all different, and he didn't make us all perfect in every way. And he promised us that if we follow him with our lives that we will suffer for the sake of the gospel and for the sake of righteousness, and that suffering is for our good. Does God heal? Yes! But he heals in different ways. I don't know if you have ever heard of the woman by the name of Joni Eareckson Tada, but she ended up being a quadriplegic when she was still a teenager, I believe, and she was born the same year as me in 1949. She struggled with her handicap for many years before she realized that God heals in many different ways, and sometimes he gives us our "thorns in the flesh" to humble us and so that we will depend on the Lord in all things.

Joni has been used of the Lord tremendously in the lives of people all over the world and to minister to others who are in wheel chairs and who have disabilities to encourage them in the strength of the Lord that they can be used of God even with their disabilities, or because of their disabilities. And 5 years ago the Lord allowed me to get sick off of mice and it made my right leg not so mobile as it used to be so that I am having to use a walker to help me to walk so that I do not lose my balance and fall. Although God has healed me of many things over the years of my life, he has not chosen to heal me of this bad leg and my balance issues. And perhaps that is to keep me humble. Or maybe it is because he wants me to have a walker with a pocket to it where I carry a Bible so I always have my Bible with me. I do not know the reason, but I trust the Lord.

Now with regard to you saying that you are seeing the Holy Spirit flying, I would be concerned about that one. As followers of Christ we have the Holy Spirit living within us, and his job is to teach us the words of Christ, and to train us in righteousness, to encourage us, to give us counsel, and to help us to walk faithfully in obedience to our Lord and to his commands. I do not believe that the Scriptures teach that the Holy Spirit flies to where we can see him. So I am inclined to suggest to you that what you are seeing is not the Holy Spirit, but it could be a demonic spirit who is trying to get you to go a particular direction. For, if we are followers of Christ, Satan will be after us, and he will try to get us to go a different direction and to not follow Jesus in obedience to his commands. So, read the Scriptures, and follow Jesus wherever he leads you.

If there is anything about this that you do not understand, please feel free to ask me and I will try my best to answer your questions. Sue Love