Greetings,
I wished I could have been there to tell Jesus I was On my way! his side; that I wasn’t ashamed of him, ...
I just wanted Jesus to know how very, very much I cared for him.
I fully have been there and wanted to be able to do the same things you write of.
Gently, the Lord reminded me of two things.
First, which was a little 'hard' was that i probably would not have been much different than most and i say these 'lovely' words now that i know Who He is; i have the treasure of Scripture and the Good News both to read and also in my life through and for and by Him, to Whom i was making such noble claims.
and then...
as always is His tender way with those He loves, He showed me that if what i was saying i would have done and wanted to say to Him was true, then NOW i could do so by living my life as a testimony of His love to me and mine to His.
I have failed in this many times yet thanks to reminders such as these, i determine more and more to show Him that i love Him by loving others as He has loved me.
Yes, He is alive and we can tell Him how we love Him and that is so good to do! And we can show Him how true our love is for Him by loving those He loves, too!
And, yes, we were with Him in the sense that it was our sin also, that He gave His life for, but again, we can see perhaps more clearly now, that it was His Love that held Him to the Cross and that because we could never die to redeem ourselves from sin.
What i have seen is that daily i have opportunity to be crucified with Him and yet, even today, with all i know, i still often can not be found at the Cross with Him. O, how i would like to never fail my Lord because i know He will never fail me.
The Apostle Paul wrote, 'O wretched man that i am....who shall deliver me from this body of death', and i think only this, O yes, a wretched man i am...... and i look forward in hope, not having anything i can hold of my own to show Him i am worthy of His care.... but for the fact that it is because He loved me and loves me still. All glory and honour and praise to God the Father and the Lord Jesus Christ, amen.
Bless you ....><>