I know God exists, and I want to love Him. But if I am honest to myself, I hate Him. I wish I had never been born. The only thing that is promised is-21It would have been better for them not to have known the way of righteousnessthan to have known it and turned away from theholy commandment passed on to them.
I hate God...
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Hello @ocd777
First welcome to Talk Jesus. I truly hope that you'll be able to breakdown for us the conflicting feelings.
However, know that in Christ Jesus, in time you will find the peace that you seem to be lacking at the moment.
Ignorance is not bliss nor is being oblivious. It just makes anything go mindset, and the consequences from being
like that difficult to understand when you crash. Oh, and crash people do.
In Christ Jesus it's an eye opening, soul convicting, and also joyful experience. It's just not always an easy path to walk.
"These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world." John 16:33
I hope you hang around here and pose your questions. If have the Lord Jesus Christ as your Savior you do have Brothers and
Sisters in Christ Jesus who will talk, pray and share their own experiences in a sincere desire to help you in this trying time.
With the Love of Christ Jesus, truly feel welcome.
Nick
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First welcome to Talk Jesus. I truly hope that you'll be able to breakdown for us the conflicting feelings.
However, know that in Christ Jesus, in time you will find the peace that you seem to be lacking at the moment.
Ignorance is not bliss nor is being oblivious. It just makes anything go mindset, and the consequences from being
like that difficult to understand when you crash. Oh, and crash people do.
In Christ Jesus it's an eye opening, soul convicting, and also joyful experience. It's just not always an easy path to walk.
"These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world." John 16:33
I hope you hang around here and pose your questions. If have the Lord Jesus Christ as your Savior you do have Brothers and
Sisters in Christ Jesus who will talk, pray and share their own experiences in a sincere desire to help you in this trying time.
With the Love of Christ Jesus, truly feel welcome.
Nick
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Greetings @ocd777
Your profile says you are lost.
A lost soul who hates the Lord......cold in heart and in darkness.....
It doesn't have to stay that way
For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost.
Luke 19:10
This beautiful old hymn comes to mind for you, whether you are lost or backslidden.....
There were ninety and nine that safely lay
in the shelter of the fold,
but one was out on the hills away,
far off from the gates of gold —
away on the mountains wild and bare,
away from the tender Shepherd's care,
"Lord, Thou hast here Thy ninety and nine;
are they not enough for Thee?"
But the Shepherd made answer:
"This of Mine has wandered away from Me,
and although the road be rough and steep,
I go to the desert to find my sheep,
But none of the ransomed ever knew
how deep were the waters crossed;
nor how dark was the night that the Lord passed thro'
ere He found His sheep that was lost.
Out in the desert He heard its cry —
sick and helpless, and ready to die,
Lord, whence are those blood-drops all the way
that mark out the mountain's track?"
"They were shed for one who had gone astray
ere the Shepherd could bring him back."
"Lord, whence are Thy hands so rent and torn?"
"They're pierced tonight by many a thorn"
But all thro' the mountains, thunder-riv'n,
and up from the rocky steep,
there arose a glad cry to the gate of heav'n,
"Rejoice! I have found my sheep!"
And the angels echoed around the throne
"Rejoice, for the Lord brings back his own" *
*Elizabeth Clephane 1868
