To my Darling I'm patiently waiting and praying for you. I've decided to look at myself as a precious tea cup. Before I thought of myself as a plastic cup which hurt not only me but God. I didn't care much for my body,even though I fed myself spiritually. Until one day he told me, that I must first love myself and have a relationship with him. So over the years he healed my scars, the abuse is behind me, emptiness and depression beneath me. He's molding me into " A woman of God ",so that I would compliment you. So I would be faithful to you. I will keep this short, because I don't want to bore you. But God wants me to tell you, to be patient for he's still working on me, and still molding you. God bless you..... Your future wife.