Hi I'm a new member. I am looking for ongoing support for an adventure I am about to embark: led by God. My husband is going to do pulpit supply (preach) for a very liberal church the month of January. He is also about to start interviewing in the liberal churches. I am an ultra conservative Christian and fear for my saftey. I also have a hearing impairment and feel vulneralbe around people who may be hostile toward me when they pick up on the fact that I am a conservative. I am not able to hear what people are saying to me much of the time. Yet, the Lord has called me to this. I am also 54 which makes me feel I am too old and tired for another adventure in life. Yet I love the unsaved, I love Jesus, I love to talk about salvation and Jesus, God, the Holy Spirit. My user name is evan because I am an evangelist for the full counsel of Jesus Christ. I am going in this as an underground Christian. Unless the Lord wants me to be bold I will need to sit back, let go and let God. I will not be able to speak openly about my encounters, experiences and feeling with family and friends because this is underground evangelism. That is why I chose to use this forum. I need a support system where I can talk so I don't get too stressed. I need prayers to read the bible as much as possible to keep my head. My husband and I have 4 adult children. One lives with us he is gay. That grieves me. Please don't judge me or tell me to just love him. I love my son dearly with all my heart and express that love every day. I am close to my large family brothers, sisters and mom but my very alone in my religious convictions. Thank you for listening and for your love and support.