Hello all I really need some help here . I suffer from depression although I'm on meds for it, it's taking it's toll on me I feel so far away from god our heavenly farther although I have bin holding on to jesus . but it;s the last few days that has gone past that bin really hard to live some days . but today (22nd September 2013) has bin the hardest for me . I keep feeling I'm not good for jesus. sometime this feeling has made me so depressed that I feel like I don't want to be here but I know that Jesus has a plan for my life , and as much as I DO NOT want to take my life I still get these feeling that I'm not good enough for jesus and that I haven't done much for jesus , this has driven me out of my mind , that it makes me feel very depressed . what do I do ?? I really don't know why I feel like I'm not good for jesus and that I'm such a failure . all this is just making me feel down . I really don;t know what to do anymore . please can someone help me. I just want to know there's people out there who care and don't think I'm a crazy person just cos I have depression .