Praying for you brother, open your heart to Jesus about your needs, be consistent in prayer. I have been in a deep financial struggle myself lately, but I keep trusting the Lord that He will provide. And He did. I realized one thing, I worry about it cause I haven't prayed about it. But when I finally prayed, although I still do not have God gave me a calm heart, it lead me to trust Him more than anything and then eventually help came.
Matthew 7:7 "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.
"...but the LORD looks at the heart." - 1 Samuel 16:7 :heart8: