Hi everybody.I am a christian male from Romania,age 36,single,and i am all alone.I have lost my entire family(mom,dad and grandma)and i really have no other relatives nor cousins.It is a difficult time for me and i am also struggling with my faith and i guess that i need your encouragements here.I lost my job last year and my life has become in a way impossible and it is so difficult to get/find another job when you live in a country like mine.I live on no income !
I guess i am searching for true christian friends(with whom i can develop a true friendship)with whom i can share my life,my fears,my challenges,my needs etc.It is my hope that this is the place.

I'm praying that God will bring into my life the so needed true christian friends.I am not that strong person so when destruction comes my way all i can do is stay back and take it as it comes.I really have no tools to fight it(write me and i will tell you more why i do not have those tools).At this time i am going through the most toughest times of my life.You will not even believe(if i will tell you)through what i am going right now.It is difficult to stay strong and,as there is no one here for me,i can lose hope instantly.In some ways i don't know why God is allowing me to go through such hard times(almost like Job)and also why He does not hear me crying out to Him.I never ever thought life can be sometimes this way or that i will have to endure such extreme moments.I am also sick and of course that i cannot take care of myself due to the fact that i have no medical insurance over here.In some ways,i just don't know how much time i will be able to bear all of these,all that is coming upon me.I am being on my own for so long now and it's like i have come to the end of my powers,to the end of my energy(that is has to do with the fact that i am way unfed now!).Because i am not eating enough or properly i have lost in weight 15 pounds in the last weeks.
I knew that if my family was here with me(especially my step mom)things would have been totally different !
It feels so bad,so so bad,when you are all alone,when you're looking at others and see that they have a family who is there for them in times of need,in times of struggle,someone who comfort them and to give them a loving hug.It is the most ugliest feeling in the world when you belong to no one,when you look around and see that you belong to absolutely no one.After all,i am a human being as well.Sometimes i am wondering: why was i even born into this world ? To be a total stranger ? To suffer only ? I am not sure that this is the life that i want.No.
I cannot live like this anymore.Wich one of you will open his heart to me ? Wich one of you will want to get involved in my meaningless life ?? Wich one of you will reach out his/her hand out to me ?? Is there anyone out here ?


*** NOTE by Chad: this is a con-artist. ***

I will be your friend, if you want. I don't know what it's like to be in your shoes, but I'll be there to help you through this trying time, and I'll remember you in my prayers every night.

Our life as christians begin a new life... a spiritual life. Concentrate on the spiritual. The flesh will either die and you shall be with the Lord, or the Lord will provide you help, and you will live in the flesh to not only praise God, but to do His will on this earth. You have my prayers.

Am wondering if there isn't a church that could help you with your physical needs. The Salvation Army is also located in some areas of Romania..

Are you using a library computer or something to post online?

Internet friendships are ok, but it seems you may need more physical help where you are living. Will keep you in prayer.

Originally Posted by childof

I'm praying that God will bring into my life the so needed true christian friends.

Childof, it is not by accident that you posted this plea. I believe that God is going to answer your prayers. Please respond to the PM (Private Message) I sent you that relates an idea of how you can possibly get some help.

Spirit Led Ed (SLE)

Originally Posted by Acebopata

I will be your friend, if you want. I don't know what it's like to be in your shoes, but I'll be there to help you through this trying time, and I'll remember you in my prayers every night.

Acebopata,

Thank you brother !
I really appreciate that.

Originally Posted by SpiritLedEd

Childof, it is not by accident that you posted this plea. I believe that God is going to answer your prayers. Please respond to the PM (Private Message) I sent you that relates an idea of how you can possibly get some help.

Spirit Led Ed (SLE)

Spirit Led Ed,

I did.

Thankfully there have been several brothers that have responded to your request for friendship and fellowship. I, too, will lift you before our heavenly Father today. He knows your every need and heartache. Life can be very severe and like a raging sea. The Lord allowed me to see that my hope becomes misplaced in circumstances, health, people, abilities as well as other things. It is misplaced hope. When I lose hope He is faithful to carry me. He has shown me to Hope thou in God. To carry it all to Him in prayer where He longs to hear my cry. He is there for you. He sees you. Hope thou in God, HE is unchanging.

Dear brother The LORD Strengthen you and make you unafraid!

where we die of ourselves God Can Live!

Love in Christ Jesus

you can PM your prayer requests to me at any time.

Child ..i hope and pray that you find youre needs met trusting in the FATHERS divine will for youre life and not just a web site ..imagine how many of Gods own have gone through simular trials and to be quite honest .this is a small matter in Gods hands ..but when youre in it it seems like the Giants are in the land and we are but grasshoppers //I assure you that God is aware and and will put you through no more than you can bear...there have been plenty of times ..and some most recent i wish He didnt have such a high opinion of me ...lol.....when i was out of work for two years i kept praying for work..God said there will always be work but He needs someone looking for position instead..if you are where God wants you the waters will be much blessed..i encourage you to look past mortal sight and ask God where He needs you to be and then hang on tight ..Jer33:3 CALL ON ME AND I WILL SHOW YOU GREAT AND MIGHTY THINGS THAT YOU KNOW NOT OF...My God is not a man that he sholud lie and that scripture has carried my family and my self through many trials .......Dear Lord I pray that you show youre mercy and never endiing Grace towards Child and all he has before him.. Lord i know that youre not a show off...but i ask you to show up and show out at this time
that you may receive Glory from the trials we face ..and all may see that you are God Almighty..

In Jesus name .....Rev Be still and KNOW that I am God saith the Lord of hosts