I've currently been overseas for 3 months now away from home for 4 but anyway I've been struggling with a few things.
Ive been struggling with this for quite some time now. Ever since I was younger. It's gotten worse now that I'm overseas. Honestly I don't know why. I guess because I hardly ever get to see women, or I just need some sort or relief. I'm thinking it's both of those.
I'm not constantly looking at pornography, it's just the fact that I enjoy looking at it and I know that it's wrong and need to stop. If you could pray for me I'd greatly appreciate it.
Once again being overseas can be stressful. Being away from home, missing friends and family. Its as if the only thing that makes me feel happy is to masturbate. And of course I know it's wrong and still do it. There is a lot of time to think while on deployment and usually most of my thoughts lead me to lustful fantasies.
3) Bad language
I've always had a bad mouth. I never really say the "F" word but every other word out there I pretty much say. It's as if my mouth is so used to saying such words that it feels like I have no control of it. They just come out.
So if I could just receive prayer on those 3 things I would greatly appreciate it. I've tried and tried to beat them. And I've also prayed but I feel as if I'm not being listened too. I don't blame God, it's all my fault for getting myself there. Now I just need strength from the Lord Jesus Christ to get me out of these addictions. I know I can't do it without him.
Thank you for taking the time to read my post.