My name is Corey and I am troubled about living forever as a christian......... I have been tormented and scared because of the enemy even seemed at a time like they could murder me below the earth its always that I long for freedom and peace in life and things are looking crazy to me until I am completely at rest from a threat from the adversary that he is the victor as long as there is no one to help me.........

Your not alone brother:
2 Chronicles 6:1 Then said Solomon, The LORD hath said that he would dwell in the thick darkness.
See he is right there with you,he has not abandoned you.
I read your other posts and began praying for you right away.

You need to get out of pain then you will see more clearly and you shall receive the power to defeat this thing in your life.
Please brother spend some time here getting encouragement.
I pray for your perfect peace right now and that you would receive his Holy pain killer" the oil of gladness".

Though you walk through the valley of the shadow of death you shall fear no evil for God is with you,it is he who upholds you.

I will keep you and your family in prayer,just keep feeding on God's word and you will receive the strength.

Brother Corey,Coming out of occult bondage myself,I understand more in the spirit world, then some others may. I used to have a person inside me by the name of bob.He was as a child my make believe friend. I have to be most careful how I word this, so please give me a moment. Thank you Lord Jesus!

Before I myself could be saved,I could not speak the Lord's prayer forward,it always came out backward,I wanted deliverance from these problems but did not know where to turn to?

But a Pastor and some of his fellow co-workers entered my dorm room one night,and Jesus set me free on that night. Bob departed from me,along with a few other things that I was not in control of. If a person believes in themselves that what they do or say,they have no control over,then there may be more of a problem them most realize.

For the person himself or herself that is presently unsaved by Jesus,it has always just been the way things have been,they themselves know no better.But those in the Lord do.The enemy has many masks he takes with us and to us. There were some in the baptist college I went to,who thought they in them self could render a spirit harmless.

But like the jewish exorcists they themselves became fearful!( ( Acts 19:13-16) I went around the bush here for a reason,since I do not know you at all,I cannot judge,nor do I judge another! You know if you have a bigger problem then most. I would find a Spirit filled Church around you,and go talk to the pastor of this church, and see in the Lord what he thinks of your present situation.

But the cry from which you have,from the hole you are in,rings a bell to me anyway. It is not just a rope needed to get you out,it is Jesus who needs to go into the pit with you to bring you out.( Psalm 40:2) The very same Jesus who went into my pit of hell.But like you.

I had to do something as well.I had to seek Jesus help.If Corey I am wrong in what I speak unto you,then I truly repent unto you! It is just what Holy Spirit is wanting me to share with you is all,but if this is wrong!! Then it is me speaking, and for that I am truly sorry!

Not everyone who is unsaved has a problem in the Spirit realm!! Most of the bondage they have comes with them because they carried it with them. example selfishness,a lying tongue,feet that run rapidly towards evil, you know. ( Proverbs 6:16-19) It is only sometimes, and I strongly use the word sometimes,that something more evil then itself comes into play in our lives.

But in all cases the person who is in question does know.I sure did! Salvation in Christ, is so much more then the forgiveness of sins! The salvation of Jesus Christ becomes a lifestyle,a change so great,others look at us and wonder! How is this person so changed? What has happened to this person I used to know? How in the world can any love find this person??

For it is by this love Corey, that Jesus died,and it is by this very same love he has both for you,and all of us, that he rose from that death! Jesus did this for one purpose!! Even as he freed the children of Israel so many years ago,he has also freed us!( john 15:11-17)

Yes again this scripture! many who are in darkness want to believe in there minds there is no way out from this darkness.But this is a lie! Jesus came to free all men and all women from there darkness,but we have to open the door to his light!( Rev 3:19-22)

When we do open that door that has been knocking on our hearts for so many years,we find a Father with open arms towards us! He is clothed with a robe dipped in blood, and HIS name is called the Word OF GOD!!( rev 19:13!!) Blood he shed just for us!Love he gave without cost just so you and I and others like us could do the very same! To not only be free,but through our Lord set others just as free! You are not forgotten Corey!! You just have to open the door. My prayers are for you,and indeed with you!

May our Lord Jesus filter out your self-thoughts, people's thoughts or gossip about your past or present self. Failure is a normal part of human life and can be healed over time through new ideas and new encouragements, just as there is a positive force to everything that's negative, such as war and peace, sadness and laughter, loneliness and friendship, racism and multicultural community. Sin from Satan can keep failure alive and become a repeating memory experience to keep those from moving forward - to stay stuck in the past without Jesus. May the spirit of victory from Jesus keep your faith strong, knowing that Satan will be defeated when Jesus returns in the future.:*:.