Prayers are with you sis.
Lot of us have been there already but God is great, He is strong, He is Almighty. Just acknowledge He is there for you and with you and don't think you're alone. God is able and willing to be with us if we allow Him to move in our lives.
I always remember the times when I felt very alone before I knew Jesus in my life, but one time God spoke to me, that even in those times, He's been there watching over me, that He's been there, I was never alone until now. hehe. Amen
You're not alone for sure...
God bless you
love and prayers,
Even as the Son of man came not to be ministered unto, but to minister, and to give his life a ransom for many. Matthew 20:28 :hands: