I wanted to post my welcome thread, and I hope to get fairly active around the site soon enough. I'm an 18 year old female girl, who.... has never been saved. I thought I was at one point when I was younger, but I realized I never actually accepted Jesus. I joined this site mostly because I've been struggling with figuring it all out. I think I believe. I mean, it's what I was raised on. It's just a matter of swallowing my pride, I guess, and just... doing God's will. Asking for forgiveness, accepting Jesus, and admitting he died and was raised again.
I guess you could say I'm scared, and selfish. I like my sin too much to let go, but there's a part of me that just wants to. Anyway, I'm here to learn mostly. I've decided that if I do get saved, I want to do it the right way. I'm bitter because no matter what, even if I was saved, I'm still gonna think I'm a disappointment to God. I don't know.
Back to introducing myself. Feel free to call me by my username. I am a soon to be college student this fall, and I'm pretty proud about that. I like to do things like blog, read, watch movies, write, dream, draw, and hang out with friends. I have four pets. 3 dachshunds, and one betta fish I bough last Saturday. I <3 him very much. In fact, although I have dogs, I feel like I actually own the fish. I feed him, clean out his bowl...um, watch him swim around. xD His name is actually Huckleberry too. He's blue, with two small orange fins.
What else? Hmm... I can't think of anything right now. I'll wrap this up. Thanks for reading.