My name is Mike and I am looking for a place where I can talk about my relationships ,(in particular with Jesus) and know that those I am conversing with know what I am feeling. I am married (30 years) have 3 children, all grown and 1 grandson, 2 years old. I gave my life to Jesus in 1987 and at that time I surrendered for full time service and have been running ever since. My relationships with friend and family have suffered due to my running. In particular my marriage relationship. I have so many things that trouble me on a daily basis due to my drifting further and further from God. I know it is never too late, but I have drifted so far I do not even know what is truth and what isn't anymore. I am praying that this public forum will help me on my journey back to a close relationship with God.