I hate asking people for help, but I need help.

I want to die. The memories of my past haunt me overwhelmingly soo and home is not a home just a building. I want to quit, because everytime I move Im push back. Each day I live in a shell cutting me off from friends and what I desirve.

I dont see the point in me being here, alive i mean. I couldnt make an impact on someone and havent. My friend has once said that if I did commit suicide that their are a few who would be deeply hurt, and that I mean something to them. THat sounds nice but is it really enough.

Sister please here me you are a precious child of God! You with the Holy Spirit guiding you can reach so many! Do not think that you are unloved! You have a whole family here who love you please feel free to contact me !


Dear Father I ask for a touching on this girls life Lord let her see how you love her how she is wanted here that she is important ! Father give her peace and comfort. In Jesus name I pray Amen


Please contact me if you want to talk!


Your sister in Christ, Bobbie

Originally Posted by Beardy

I hate asking people for help, but I need help.

I want to die. The memories of my past haunt me overwhelmingly soo and home is not a home just a building. I want to quit, because everytime I move Im push back. Each day I live in a shell cutting me off from friends and what I desirve.

I dont see the point in me being here, alive i mean. I couldnt make an impact on someone and havent. My friend has once said that if I did commit suicide that their are a few who would be deeply hurt, and that I mean something to them. THat sounds nice but is it really enough.

Dear sister,

You life is Very Important to US here at TJ and to our Risen Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
He does have plans for you, whether you know it or not.
It may be hard but if you just reach out to Jesus He will uplift you and He LOVES you and wants you to know you will have trial and tribulations in this life but dear Sister they are worth the daily struggle.
Jesus Died and Rose again for YOU
Grab Hold of the Savior He will be with you always He will not forsake you He Loves and We LOVE You.

Ps 46:1 God is our refuge and strength, A very present help in trouble.
Ps 46:2 Therefore we will not fear, though the earth should change And though the mountains slip into the heart of the sea;
Ps 46:3 Though its waters roar {and} foam, Though the mountains quake at its swelling pride. Selah.
James 1:12 ¶ Blessed is a man who perseveres under trial; for once he has been approved, he will receive the crown of life which {the Lord} has promised to those who love Him.

1 Pet 4:12 ¶ Beloved, do not be surprised at the fiery ordeal among you, which comes upon you for your testing, as though some strange thing were happening to you;
1 Pet 4:13 but to the degree that you share the sufferings of Christ, keep on rejoicing, so that also at the revelation of His glory you may rejoice with exultation.
(NASB)

May you grasp life and embrace it for it is a gift from our Father in Heaven; Eternal life which comes through the Son Jesus Christ.

Peace be with You,
John.

Originally Posted by Beardy

I hate asking people for help, but I need help.

I want to die. The memories of my past haunt me overwhelmingly soo and home is not a home just a building. I want to quit, because everytime I move Im push back. Each day I live in a shell cutting me off from friends and what I desirve.

I dont see the point in me being here, alive i mean. I couldnt make an impact on someone and havent. My friend has once said that if I did commit suicide that their are a few who would be deeply hurt, and that I mean something to them. THat sounds nice but is it really enough.

Beardy, you already have many prayers going up for you & will continue to have. I want to address some of your statements & ask some questions to better know & understand.

Don't EVER hate asking for prayer. I have held back myself at times but have found that it is merely a ploy of the enemy to keep us trying to get thru things in our own strength. God's Word tells us to bear one another's burdens so you are obeying His Word when you bring your needs before fellow believers.

A home atmosphere is created...not instantly made. You didn't say how old you were...do you live alone or with parents or your own family? Even if you are still at home, do you have your own room? If so...make it your home. Creat a loving atmosphere for yourself...surround yourself with things that make you happy & get in touch with praise & worship music. Begin your re-decoration (so to speak) by creating a cozy corner to read God's Word.

You said you are being cut off from friends & what you deserve. What do you mean specifically....can you describe what you feel you deserve? I'm not picking on you or minimizing what you expressed...but sometimes satan tries to make us feel we are cheated of things. Our vision can become clouded & we can't see the blessings before us. When you feel this way, look around & begin to say "thank you" to God for what He has given you. It chases the negativity (satan) away.

Finally, there is most definitely a point in you being alive. God, our Father, gave you life. He loves you & wants you to live & enjoy that life until HE calls you home.

Are you a Christian, Beardy? Talk Jesus is filled with loving believers who will pray for you & with you. We are here if you need to talk...someone is always here. PM me if you would like to talk privately. I do care.

Beardy, I sent you a Pm. You have several here who have agreed to pray for you. A three strong cord is not easily broken....satan is tugging at you but the victory belongs to God & we all agree right now in claiming you for Him.

Beardy , please talk to these friends who have reached out to you . I will be praying for you . Mike

I will pray for you beardy. GOD brought you here to Talk Jesus for a perfect reason. To show you His Love and grace through Jesus Christ, in us and us in Him.

GOD loves you and is working with you now. Give GOD a chance and pray as much as you can. He will show you love from Heaven.

hey beardy all of us love you in talk jesus we will all pray for you i once felt like you and the Lord showed me his light.All you have to do is pray for him to come into your life and be with you he will never forsake you he loves you. we re all here for you, pm me if you need to talk. GOD BLESS YOU. WE ARE HERE FOR YOU.ALL THAT YOU ARE THINKING IS THE DEVIL TALKING TO YOU. DONT GIVE INTO HIM. THE LORD IS WAITING FOR YOUR CALL FOR HELP, WITH ARMS OPEN WIDE. REMEMBER PRAY, PRAY, PRAY

Beardy, please listen to the advice of your fellow christian brothers and sisters! We care for you and want you to know and understand that satan wants you to feel this way and wants you to beleive his lie! I have been down the road you are on and still struggle with the thoughts of feeling worthy and good enough....but dont listen to your emotions, just cling to what the Word of God says about you, that is the real TRUTH!
I will be praying for you, and God Bless you sister

Beardy . I just wanted to remind you that we are all still praying for you . :computer: Mike