GOD doesn't wat his daughters with a BOZO, but with a BOAZ, in the meantime I believe God wants us to become a RUTH!!! Lets us surrender all of our dreams to the heavenly Prince JESUS! YAWEH! He knows what is best even we we just don't understand. I too have been waiting many years for my helpmeet and when it becomes too heavy we must give it to ABBA and shift our focus on heloing others. I suggest my sisters to go to Joyce Meyers Website and check out the broadcasts and let God speak too you. Her messages are exactly what we need. I give Jesus all the glory! Hang on tight my sister and smile because he thinks of you every second.